Mother's Day

I'm so off "the wagon" at this point that the wagon train has gone on without me and I can't even see the dust from their wheels any more :(  Today is Mother's Day and I'd hoped to be down 15 pounds by now; but fact is, I'm only down a few (no where near the 15 I had hoped for).  Being this far off track, I decided to go ahead and just enjoy the special holiday weekend.  I didn't go over board, I just didn't worry about anything, nor did I even bother to think about points or what I was eating.  Yet again, tomorrow, being Monday and all, is a fresh start.  I'm praying that God totally focuses my heart on Him and His journey for me, not on what I perceive I'm missing out on.  I'm laying it all at His feet yet again.  I refuse to let my own failures define who I am in Christ.